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Orpheus 3361

by Grip on Reality

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1.
Intro 01:55
So this journey has just began A thorn in time appeared only meant to be undone I was never meant to be Never meant to thrive Never meant to interact Never meant to be alive But I take this one chance just to breathe a while A chance to feel someone's hand A chance to make them smile I will belong
2.
Here I am once more Trying to live on this wicked world And will you carry me there I ask for the For this fucking place wasn't meant for me And here I am swearing I could love you I wanna go again but I'm afraid Afraid to try For these bitter eyes never learned to cry Afraid to fail For this rotten skin is stil young and frail Afraid to have a chance For this broken heart has never beat once Afraid to begin Cause I know the end it might bring Once again I will try To claim what was never meant to be mine I rip this womb asunder, reach for the light My lungs fill with air, my first breath of life This time I will not fail, this time I find my place I shall not back down, shall not be erased And as I'm lifted from the ground, to see this glorious design I scream out to the heavens I'm alive In time I want to be long To someone, something, somewhere, somehow I will belong in time
3.
Exile 06:09
Now that you're here I must go This chord that unites us Is cut short My child, live and be wild My son, let go of my hand My heart, we're torn apart My soul, let me go You'll never be alone In this world Anger Agony Silence Monotony Mother don't leave me be Stay here with me
4.
Silence 05:52
Silence sometimes is a must A need for peace that will last Like a friend you want Like a friend you trust A peaceful moment without peace Why does this friend want me to suffer like this Why am I still here with you When you make me cry Why am I still here with you Who am I talking to Ignorance and hate are to be my date I just want to find a lake to freeze my booze Quiet some are sleeping While among us there's a fight beginning Carefull, don't let me loose Too many people, where are my friends Is there no one that can save me from the silence Will there no one prevent me From just talking to myself I'm so tired of those conversations They go on and on And when the darkness finds you beside you I'll remain I will surround you and make you feel the pain Cause I'm under your skin deep within what terrifies you I am what's inside from which you hide what lays beside you So now drink your booze while I am loose
5.
Monοtony 06:37
Days and days Hours and hours Counting seconds away No ups no downs I need something to change I'm feeling so enraged Their voices are getting louder My dreams they will devour And it's always the same And it's never gonna change And it's always the same And it makes me feel caged This monotony This isn't worth living for This isn't worth the race How can someone ever love in this world full of rage This isn't what I came to find This cannot be my life Spending day after day when it doesn't feel right And it's always the same And it's never gonna change And it's always the same And it makes me feel caged And it's always the same till I can't take anymore And it's always the same Till I drop to the floor This monotony And it's always the same till I can't take anymore And it's always the same Till I drop to the floor Until I fall
6.
Well lately I just don't feel fine There is something eating me up from inside I just don't feel like I am here I just don't feel like they care And I wonder why Have I done something wrong I just wanted them to love me I just wanna know why they don't All I ever needed was to be needed All I ever wanted was a kiss All I ever asked was a hug But the world won't even give me this They leave me alone because they think I'm broken I break because I'm alone They ignore me before they know me They think different is wrong They don't want me I don't want them They don't need me I don't need them They don't love me and I just hate them It's a vicious circle almost complete All I ever needed was to be needed All I ever wanted was a kiss All I ever asked was a hug But the world won't even give me this Come and talk to me don't be afraid I'm standing here I'm not a shade Come and play with me I'm a kid Break the circle before it's complete
7.
Escape 04:51
I will escape from this place From my resistance From who I am and what I was From my existence Now that I leave this mortal coil Let it go back to the soil Let it rot with the pain of this world How dare I think I would belong There's something within me deeply wrong With what I've become I haven't felt for so long I am so numb Am I dead or I am insane Deeply insane Nothing no more can cause me pain I will escape from this place From what I've become From my resistance I am so numb For who I am For my existence I was always so wrong I cannot find love I cannot be alive Cause I feel nothing at all No fire can burn me no blizzard can freeze me Or turn me to ice No live to release me or hate to believe me There's nothing inside There's no one around and my faith's running out As I'm eaving this place I was always wrong there is nothing for me in this race
8.
And now that all has come to pass I take my place… back… in the stars… All this world has given me I leave behind What nourished what withered me What I couldn't get out of my mind And this body I leave as well Proof of existence that I leave for myself And when I thought it could never be real When all hope was gone and my faith began to yield Just to prove me wrong you came along And though I'm tired I'm old I'm asking you What took you so long Just let me get some sip From the life that drops from your lip Just let me feel the warmth From your body from which I belong Let me feel the wind under my wings Let me fly once more like I diid before Let me cling to life for one last time Let me taste it all just before I fall Let it scar my brain to remind me why I came And despite of it all I would come back for more I just to take one last sip from the life that you give When I look into your eyes And for one last time I look up to the sky And I sing before I die I'm alive I sing to the sky I'm alive

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released October 2, 2023

Recorded, mixed & mastered by David Prudent at Made in Hell Studio, Athens, Greece.
Artwork by @nuktimedusa

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